10th September 1975

It has been hardly a week into the school term
and things are not turning out as one would
plan. Ciaran Wickham thought it nice to call joining
the ranks of the Death Eaters "unplanned." because of this an argument esculated and quite frankly just because he is a family friend doesn't mean i wish to talk to him. No i am quite happy with no talk at all, he deserves all he get's in my opinion.

My sister had a breakdown and was complaining about Lucius, i was not suprised but irritated that i misplaced my trust in Lucius, i thought him better then that. I said to myself that he would not mistreat my sister and yet i was wrong i applaud myself for that. When i next see Lucius we shall share a few words and he will listen.

Andromedas a hufflepuff and keeps attempting to resurect her relationship between me herself and Narcissa, i will not allow it. If needs be i will make sure she never says a word to either of us again. She has no right to remain in our noble house of black. The filthy blood traitor.

Ruldolphus is being a full blown idiot as of late and i still have no desire to marry him. Ok so maybe out by the whomping willow i felt perhaps an inkling of something for him that was not there before ..i curse myself i thousand times for ever letting him win this game even once.

- Bellatrix Black